please, please, please

I just don't want to see you.
I don't want to see
anyone,
right now.

I'm bored,
but I just don't want to do anything
with you
with anyone,
right now.

Come with me.
Fine,
I'll go alone.

I just don't want to deal with
that
them
it
you
anything,
at all.

Call me depression's deviant.

I don't feel right about
it
them
us
you
anything.

Guess I'm getting divinations from the deepest depths of my delusionary depression.

I wish I could just fall off the face of the Earth for awhile.

I haven't seen you in ages.
This is just like a reunion.

I feel great,
right now.

I'm bored,
but I don't know what to do.
Anything,
with anyone,
with you.

-- within reason --

Let's go,
right now.

Okay. Sure, I guess... after this last cigarette.

Come with me.
Fine.
I'll see you later?

Call me one of Manic's machinations.

I don't want to deal with
them
that
this
her
or him.
It
us
you,
anything
at all.

Please, please, please...

Thanks,
you always know how to cheer me up.

It just feels funny
akward
weird

It
That
This...

I just feel weird.

I don't feel good.
Do we have to?
I had a bad day
week
it's been a bad month and it just started.

Guess I'm getting divinations from the depths of the deepest depression, again.

I just don't get the world,
my life

-- what life? My real life is cheese-y --

Sometimes I wish I could fall off the face of the Earth for awhile,
without everyone getting mad at me for stupid reasons.

I wish I could take a sebatical from life in peace.

No phones ringing.
-- no messages --

No pagers beeping
buzzing
-- lights flashing 911-911-911 --
No doubts,
no fears of oppression
aggression
retaliation

Please, please, please...

Thanks,
you always know how to cheer me up.

Call me Depression's deviant.
Call me one of Manic's machinations.

Just don't be mad.

Please?

Please.

Please!


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